I've Missed You!
If you haven't noticed . . . I dropped off the face of the earth for a few months. My last blog post was in April. My life was a total mess for a while. I have defiantly missed blogging and interacting with all of you!!
I have been away because my boyfriend and I were in the process of looking for an apartment. It took a few months, and there was quite a bit of stress along the way. It has taken a good month for us to feel settled but we are finally coming into our own in our new space. I am incredibly in love with it. I needed this so much in my life. I now have space to cook tons of beautiful meals, play guitar, meditate and do yoga. All the things I love most in the world.
The past few months have also come with a lot of NOT eating the right things. I can feel it in my body. With limited time take out has been my friend. But I have also been doing a lot of soul-searching. As you guys already know I have been flirting with the idea of eating raw. And something you don't know is I have been flirting with the idea for years. I have always been afraid of it, mainly because it goes against social norms. I have denied my body what I believe it truly needs. I feel my best when I eat raw.
I know this is going to be an insane journey, and it may not even stick, but I have to try it. I am not planning on going in 100% right away. I need to take it slow. I really believe long-lasting change happens over time. I currently have horrible acid reflux and hormonal imbalance. I take medications for both issues, and I really want to get off these meds and live a healthy life. I know you can do it other ways but eating raw is calling to me, and I need to listen to my inner guidance system.
I really hope you'll follow me on this journey. As you know, I also struggle with food addiction which will take a lot more than changing my diet to overcome, and I will be talking about that here too. Missed you all very much. Hope all is well. Talk to you real soon!